haddadz

You were a reverie that lasted day and night You were a star that went beyond every sight You were everything I wanted to own You were my sun shine, my sunset and my dawn You were the most precious treasure I ever had You were in my every prayer when I prayed to God Your voice was a music that melted in my ears Your presence chased away sorrows and fears But now… and I don't know how… But I stand against the wind Thinking how I got to this end What brought such a horrible ending And weather you ever get the love I'm always sending Do you feel it when I, in my delusions, touch your hand Or hear my voice from underneath

It's when I look down to hide my tears from you Because even for crying there's a punishment you do It's when I Desperately try to know what is it that I did wrong And what's behind this weakness when I've always been so strong Knowing that the only way to endure this pain is to stop feeling at all And to end this torture I must give away my soul It's when I no longer know where I exactly stand Grieving over a life, and family you made me leave behind Taking me off those I loved one by one Making me afraid even to run! Working so hard to make me wrong in whatever I do Convincing me that your lies are true Almost killing the sparkl

And I know that, they are too salty those tears I cry And how wrong it is even wishing to die And I know that we, all, are sometimes meant to be weak Yet hate it when my words choke with sobbing as I try to speak And I know that how unmoral are those sentences I choose Because scars talk louder and I can't hide the blood or the bruise And I know that worrying and tickling wont change a thing Nor destiny will allow this cold winter to turn into spring And I know that, only in my head, exists this insanity But what I fear is misery's influx with infinity And I know that it's wrong to cling to something that doesn't exist And to cont